New life chapter maybe
Welcome to one of my many ventures of self expression. You may call me Merry. This is where I’ll be answering questions, thinking of concerns, writing about my struggles and the solutions that came with taking the time to analyze, dissect and reevaluate my actions or reactions. Please join me.
I came to a decision a few weeks ago that I want to be a coach, a therapist or a sort of communicator of deciphering emotions tied to behavior. Society uses the term life coach. But I feel it’s a little cheesy but for the sake of argument we’ll use it for now. To piggy back off said new adventure of expression, I have also started a video blog where I’ll be able to take a few minutes to reflect on topics or random daily emotional spewings. But there’s only one so it’s not worth sharing yet. And I’m way insecure about it. Ha! See! Human.
Why per say would you want to listen to me, my stories, my findings or read my silly dribble. Well? I’d like to think that I’ve found some sort of inner peace. I’ve been working on it for 24 years. You, also, might be in your journey to being content with your life. The chance to sit in your home, take a breath and just enjoy that moment of life and all that you have or don’t have. Or to help you rid yourself of a little bit of depression or anxiety. I had that too. Maybe you’ll find a little piece of you in me and all my shenanigans and antics in life.
Maybe I’m just curious and I find other people so fascinating that I can’t help but want to share my stories to see if they might help someone else.
How about this? I’m just going to keep writing. And I’m going to keep making videos and if you see something you like and have questions then ask me. If you disagree with something I’ve said I’d love to discuss it with you. Either way I have all this stuff in my head and my heart and it wants to be shared with the world. And if I get shot down then I can at least say I tried to help. I’ve had a chance to help some, so I have that. Hopefully my boys will think I’m pretty neat when they get older. But who knows. I’ll just keep loving them and the world the best I can. Enjoy! Thanks for stopping in. Oh, before I go I’m going to list some things about myself that I might be able to personally help you walk through, let go or process with a unique perspective. We all struggle. Some of us just dive into it faster than others.
Insecurities
Depression
Anxiety
Stomach ulcers from stress
Panic attacks
Physical destruction from stress
Heartbreak
Alcoholic parent
Drug abuse
Alcoholic abuse
Suicidal thoughts
Getting fired
Getting dumped
Getting cheated on
Being stolen from
Getting (figuratively) stabbed in the back
Having haters
Toxic relationships (work, friends or lovers)
Death of a parent
Starting and failing businesses
Starting over
Letting go
Losing religion
Emotionally abusive relationships
Being a romantic
Trusting too much
I believe at one point in life EVERYONE has dealt with one if not many of these situations at the same time. It’s how you learn from each situation and keeps us going. I am about all change. Self reflection. Looking at myself with all my fucks up and successes to find out who I truly was and who I truly want to be. If this sounds like you, and you want to find out more, keep going. Ask. Dig. Knowledge is all I have to share.
I came to a decision a few weeks ago that I want to be a coach, a therapist or a sort of communicator of deciphering emotions tied to behavior. Society uses the term life coach. But I feel it’s a little cheesy but for the sake of argument we’ll use it for now. To piggy back off said new adventure of expression, I have also started a video blog where I’ll be able to take a few minutes to reflect on topics or random daily emotional spewings. But there’s only one so it’s not worth sharing yet. And I’m way insecure about it. Ha! See! Human.
Why per say would you want to listen to me, my stories, my findings or read my silly dribble. Well? I’d like to think that I’ve found some sort of inner peace. I’ve been working on it for 24 years. You, also, might be in your journey to being content with your life. The chance to sit in your home, take a breath and just enjoy that moment of life and all that you have or don’t have. Or to help you rid yourself of a little bit of depression or anxiety. I had that too. Maybe you’ll find a little piece of you in me and all my shenanigans and antics in life.
Maybe I’m just curious and I find other people so fascinating that I can’t help but want to share my stories to see if they might help someone else.
How about this? I’m just going to keep writing. And I’m going to keep making videos and if you see something you like and have questions then ask me. If you disagree with something I’ve said I’d love to discuss it with you. Either way I have all this stuff in my head and my heart and it wants to be shared with the world. And if I get shot down then I can at least say I tried to help. I’ve had a chance to help some, so I have that. Hopefully my boys will think I’m pretty neat when they get older. But who knows. I’ll just keep loving them and the world the best I can. Enjoy! Thanks for stopping in. Oh, before I go I’m going to list some things about myself that I might be able to personally help you walk through, let go or process with a unique perspective. We all struggle. Some of us just dive into it faster than others.
Insecurities
Depression
Anxiety
Stomach ulcers from stress
Panic attacks
Physical destruction from stress
Heartbreak
Alcoholic parent
Drug abuse
Alcoholic abuse
Suicidal thoughts
Getting fired
Getting dumped
Getting cheated on
Being stolen from
Getting (figuratively) stabbed in the back
Having haters
Toxic relationships (work, friends or lovers)
Death of a parent
Starting and failing businesses
Starting over
Letting go
Losing religion
Emotionally abusive relationships
Being a romantic
Trusting too much
I believe at one point in life EVERYONE has dealt with one if not many of these situations at the same time. It’s how you learn from each situation and keeps us going. I am about all change. Self reflection. Looking at myself with all my fucks up and successes to find out who I truly was and who I truly want to be. If this sounds like you, and you want to find out more, keep going. Ask. Dig. Knowledge is all I have to share.
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